Hi (:
Aku rindu puasa lastyear, aku sayang puasa last year. Rasa macam nak patah balik masa if i can, but yeah thats impossible. Innet? Puasa tahun ni tak sama macam puasa tahun lepas. Serious :'> Raya tahun lepas mungkin tak kan pernah sama dengan raya tahun ni. Of couse lah en? Manaboleh sama lastyear dengan this year. Tak menarik ah cenggitu. En en? Hihi -_____-"
I cant forgot, that night.
After buka puasa, he text me and told me he went solat terawh and after that he'll call me. So I waited for him until i slept *tanpa sengaja. Hihi. Then he called me and asked me 'eh suka coklat apa?' Then I was like 'ehh kenapa' After that, He 'Keluar lah, ada kat luar' K fineee dia curi curi keluar masjid before habis terawih. Teruk. Ahah. He bought me coklat.
I laughed when reminded of this 'kenapa coklat ni?' Hihi cjay -_____-" Tak bersyukur.
Everyday masa bulan puasa.
Before went to school, he'll called me. After back from school pun sama. OTP everyday, whether pagi atau malam. Until his credit habis. Then part yang tengah borak suddenly, credit out and he'll went kedai topup even malam tu almost 1 a.m. Malam, if I cant sleep. Dia yang teman. Dengan mamai dia still called me sbb kalau text dia ckp dia boleh tidur so better OTP. Padahal, tengah OTP pun dia boleh tidur bila aku cakap cakap. Swear, aku rindu :')
Eh, i forgot. We never couple but seems like... Rinduuu :'>
Bila OTP, shared everything. Tapi dia jelah yang banyak cakap. As usual, Aku lebih banyak diam bila dia cerita his problem. Cjay kan pendiam, thats why ah. Hihiiii.
Raya datang.
First raya lastyear. Macam hampir tak ok. But, me watlek je. Malas nak tanya kenapa semua sbb aku tau. kalau aku tanya, everything can happend so better aku diam. And second raya why why, sekejap je rasa. And after that, he changed. And I well, takpa lah. Didnt have special relationship so tak kisah lah berubah mna pun kau. Kan?
Ahah, fact. Deeply in my heart 'sedih jugak lah' Suddenly je, nak gaduh gaduh. He said 'penat kalau mcmni, please change yourself or i'll go' Then, i think i should kuatkan ego 'for what? If sayang, sabar. If tak then go lah <:' And part yg dia ckp 'I give you one week. Im serious, buang ego atau...' Im smiled ok bila baca that text. Kata sayang, will wait for me even lama but baru berapa bulan dah mcmni. Macamna nak couple kan? So me 'Just go if thats what you want, byee' And aku pula yang kena marah sebab tak halang. Apa nak halang kalau dia nak pergi? Seems like aku yang macam terhegeh, innet? So biar lah sedih pun, wa sanggup tahan dari kena tahan malu pujuk dia jangan pergi. And yalah, of couse lah. Bila dia pergi, rasa something kan? Dah biasa dengan dia suddenly, hilang mcmtu je. Hari raya pula tu. Dengar takbir raya lagi, memang lah sedih tapi aku tak nangis sebab aku kuat.
Then, bila aku dah ok dia takda. He come again, hi masa tu. Mmg lah nak lagi kan tapi im thinking back. Alah karang dia pergi lagi, yang sedih aku juga. So better, takpayah terus kan lagi. Kan? *eh cjayy jiwang ahh. Ahahh.
Tau tak tau tak, kenapa aku mcmni titibe? Ahah sebab en en suddenly aku macam teringat everything yang jadi last year do. Gentle T.T
Ehh bytheway, tomorow saya jumpa peperiksaan. And dalam kata hampanya. Saya benci exam :( Sungguh benci. Exam suka buat saya tak tidur malam. Ahhh, pray for me tmrw. Wish me luckkkkkkkkkkkk :D
